Azal se Ashiq

Mera pyar tou bs TU hi hai ab. Mai nahi janta k mera wuzu sahi hai ya nahi, mai nahi janta k muje namaz ati hai ya nahi, qibla ki simt theekh hai ya nahi, bs sajde mei gir jata hu khud ba khud jahan bhi TU nazr ajaye kyu kay mera pyar , ishq, Mohabbat sb TU hi hai ab. Log jo bhi kahain muje fiqr nhi kisi ki, sab rang TERE hi hain, Har jagah bs TU hi hai. Me tou azal se hi ashiq hu bas farq hai tou itna k pehle TERI takhleek se ishq tha aur ab TUJH se hai, kia shia, kia sunni, kia christian, kia yahood, kia hindu ,  iss duniya ki parwa nahi kay kon kia sochta. pehle bhi log na samaj thay aur ab log  muje na smaj smajhein ge. muje lamkaan ka makan mil gya hai, mil tou pehle bhi jata lekin shayed mai hi kisi aur rah pe chala gya. khair dair aye durust aye. Muje tou ankh bandh kr k Harm nazr ajata ab. meri talash e Harm tou TUNAY puri kr di. Mera yaqeen tou aisa yaqeen hai k Harm ko choona chahu tou ankh bandh kr k bhi choo skta.
Mai isko junoon kahu ya maojza? Jb bhi namaz ki nyat kru TU nazr ajaye aur wahi qibla wahi Harm. Iss Ashiq ki ashiqui tou ab shuru hui hai. iss Aag k drya mei doobne ka jo maza woh phoolon mei rehne ka kahan. jo teri khushi Woh meri khushi.

Aaj uss k andar ak ajeeb sa junoon tha. Zindgi ko, rishton ko woh samaj chuka tha.

WAFAON KI HUMSE TAWAQO NAHI HAI

Woh sajde mein tha ansu thay kay rukne ka naam hi nahi le rahay thay. Usko aaj iss baat k ehsas hua k 70 Maaon ka pyar kaisa hota hai. Woh yehi soch raha tha k duniya mei agr kisi ko satao tou dusra insan peechay hatt jata hai, kuch maaf kr dete hain aur kuch ignore kr dete hain. aur jb koi apna agr ghalti karay tou usko saza bhi de dete hain, usko uss k haal pe chor ke, usko ignore ker kay, usko tanha chor jatay hain. Aur woh mazeed daldal mei phansta jata hai, apne aap se jang shuru ho jati hai, aur end mei haar sirf apni hi hoti hai. Ahista Ahista waqt ghuzarne kay sath log uss insan ko bhool jatay hain. yahan tak kay uski achaiyan ya buariyan sb dhundli ho jati hain. kyu k ehmiat nahi reh jati uss insan ki hamari zindgi mein.
Dusri taraf  Qurban jau mai apne Allah kay. sari zindagi sataya phir bhi na igonre krta, na tanha chorta na hi peeche hat ta. balkay ak qadam USS ki taraf barhao tou woh 10 qadam barha k apni rehmaton k samandar ulat deta insan pe. Uska hath tham leta, jitna staya jitni bhi uski baat nahi mani, jitna bhi USKA ghusa ho sab ak toba , mafi pe khatam ho jata aur ehsas hota k muskura k apne bande ko welcome kr raha ho. " wafaon ki humse tawaqo nahi hai, mgr Ak baar azmaa kr tou dekho...................Zamane ko apna bana kr tou dekha, HUMAIN bhi tum apna bana kr tou dekho".
Dil ko mutmain kr deta, sakoon se bhar  deta . ak ehsas dilwata k MAI hu tere sath.Aur yehi ehsas insan ko badal deta aur uski haqeeqi zindagi ka aghaaz ho jata.

Uska dil ak ajeeb si khushi se jhoom raha tha, He was feeling complete.Ak sakoon sa tha uss k andar. Rabb se tou maafi mang li usne aur woh sab logon ko yehi keh raha tha k "Muje iss tarah maaf kr do jaisay tum umeed krte ho k tumhara Rabb tumhe maaf kr de ga".

We all must forgive each other and spread #Love #Respect.

AKHRI SANS

Woh Uss ko maar rahay thay, noch rahay thay. woh uthta tou phir uss pe koi na koi hamla kr deta. Aj woh tan tanha unhi bhairion mein phans gya tha jinhain kabhi usne maar bhagya tha. Uski taqat khatam hoti jaa rahi thi. phir finally usne apni strength ko ikatha kiya aur larna shuru ho gya lekin woh tadad aur taqat mei bohot ziada thay. Uski taqat hi uska sath chor gyi thi tou woh lrta kaisay.

lahoo lahan jungle mei gira hua apni akhri saansein le raha tha kay shayed abh bhi koi bhag ke aye ga aur usko sambhale ga. lekin aisa na hua. Uski ankhon mei ak satisfaction si thi. akhri sans tak woh sirf ak hi taraf dekhta raha k ab woh aye ga aur bacha le ga y sambhal le ga usko. lekin uss kay chehre pe ak muskurahat ayi aur uski akhri sans bhi uska sath chor gyi. Akhri dam tk uski ankhein sirf ak hi rah tak rahi thi aur ab bhi khoon mei latpat, baijan, ghane jungle mei akela para hua jaisay kisi ko keh raha ho kay "me ne koshish tou ki thi".

Ak taraf bhairion ka jashn tha tou ak taraf  bay yaro madadgar ak dost jo kay ghane jungle mei ak darakht k sath taik laga kay baijan para hua tha. Lekin ab koi khof koi darr na tha. Har taraf khamoshi aur sanata tha. Shayed mahol bhi ghamzada tha uski halat pe...............

Kahay ki mohabbat konsi nafrat

Konsi mohabbat kahay ki mohabbat? Sirf chehre pe chehre lgay huye. Konsay daaway kahan k daway? Pehle apne apko azaad tou kr lo apni ana, apni khudgarzi se. Tmasha hai bs. Jo pasand aye tou theekh na aye tou taliyan b na bajao. Hansi ati ab tou duniya k iss bachpane se. Rango ki baat krte ho. Yeh rang tum be rang aur shokeen logo ko kahan nazr ayen ge? Zindgi jee kr ehsan krte ho khud par? Rishton ki baat krte ho?  Pehle apni rooh se tou rishta jor lo. Kahin mohabbat k daway tou kahin nafraton pe mlamat. Kon log ho tum? Apne ap ko dekho pehle andar tk jhank ke uss k baad  jitana kisi pe mohabbat ya kisi ko dena nafrat ke tohfay.

Uski inn baton se uske andar dhalti surkh shaam saaf nazar arai thi. Lekin uska gilla ghalat na tha.

A CRYING SOUL

I was somewhere from planet earth. I used to work in morning and evening both shifts to cover my and my family living expenses. I had so many Christians and Muslims friends where I was living. one morning I woke up got ready and went out to my work. On my way to the work near my home I heard an explosion. I was stunned for a while. It was the worst sound i had ever heard in my life. the whole area was shattered, roofs collapsed in few shops, sign boards were toppled. i started stroking my head again and again but i did not hear anything for five minutes. to resume my hearing i started jumping on one leg and when i started hearing, I heard and saw people screaming, running here and there like a war has struck, all of a sudden it was like whole environment was panic, i saw the human intestines were hanging on power lines, bodies were into pieces on the road, splashes of blood everywhere, the smell of burnt flesh and ammunition was in the air.i felt helpless and my feet were frozen to the ground.
Meanwhile I was watching all this suddenly something hit hard on my back, I turned around and i saw two men were in front of me holding canes in their hands. They started beating me with that steal cane and they were calling loud "terrorist terrorist terrorist, we got the terrorist". I shouted "listen to me" but none of them listened to me and continued beating me like hell, i just covered my face and was lying on the road. my body was covered with blood, my ribs were broken, my every single bone was broken. They never stopped until unless my intestines were out of my stomach. and the moment when my backbone broke, I was free from pain.They just holded me up to screw me more. I had a cough and blood was out from my mouth because my lungs were torn apart. I had a last breath and my soul was free from my body. "I WAS DEAD". I was watching them humiliating my dead body from 3 yards distance. I was a free soul. Out of the blue they hanged my dead body on a pole, light a fire on my body until unless it was burnt into a coal.

People were watching my dead body, some were abusing, some where making videos. It was an entertainment for all of them. I feel like i was unfortunate that day. and all of the people were fortunate enough to not to be in my condition,
My question is to all of you. Have you ever heard that in some country or place animals got killed the same way i was killed?
Is being human is a sin?
Do you think we are civilised enough to value animals not humans?
The people who are behind this they does not have any religion. family or race. Their motives are even more deadly then satan. So please do not fight with each other in the name of religions, caste, or race. Be united to figure out them. You all could be the saviors. Do it for our next generation. Do it for yourselves. I consider myself guilty for being human, guilty for i was the source for my family, guilty for helping others. and i was punished even well..................................GoodBye.

WELCOME TO THE LIFE

Have you ever been in love? Horrible! Isnt it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and screw you up. You build up all these defenses, You build up a whole suit of armour, so that nothing can harm or hurt you. Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life....You give them a piece of you. They didnt ask for it. They did something dumb one day , like kiss you or smile at you. And then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages.It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying all alone in the darkness.
So simple a phrase like "may be we should be just friends" turns into glass splinter into your heart. It do really hurts. Not in your imagination , not just in the mind, its a soul hurt, a real gets inside you and rip you apart.......
After listening all this i just pat him on his shoulder and could only tell him "welcome to the life"

Hota hai, Chalta hai, Duniya hai

Ak aisi feeling kay agr isko sahi tarah feel kr liya jaye tou insan k andar khudbakhud agay barhne ka shoq peda ho jata hai. Koi kuch bhi kr raha ho usko ussi k haal pe chor dena chaiye. Duniya mei 2 tarah k log hotay hain. 1 woh jo agay barh jatay hain aur 1 woh jo kahin ruk jatay hain.
Jo jahan hai usko wahi rehne dein tou agay barhane wala khush nahi aur agr koi kisi ko agay barhane k liye hath agay kro tou rukne wala khush nahi. Yeh human nature hai k jo hamare pas ho humain uski qadar nahi hoti aur hum bhagte hain uss k peechay jis ko hamari qadr nahi. Iss duniya mein hum kisi ko bhi kisi bhi haal mein khush nai kr skte.kahi na kahi kami nikal hi ati hai. So yeh behter hai k apne apko satisfaction honi chaiye k agay jaa kr koi regret nahi hoga. Kyu k har shaks krta wohi hai jo uska apna dil o dimagh krnay ko kehta.
Zindgi se kaisi shikayat? Kaisa shikwa? Lakh larr lo apne apse haar apni hi honi. So its better to smile and move on. Jo apne ap se khush nahi usko.............
Inn sb baaton k baad woh muskuraya aur bola hota hai, chalta hai, duniya hai.

Yeh sirf ghazal ka sher tha

"Yeh Sirf ak sher hai ghazal ka".... keh kr woh muskurayi aur apni muskurahat mein woh saaf keh gyi k tum nahi samjho gey. Yeh sunn kr farhad mann hi mann muskuraya aur uski iss tasali ko hans kay haqeeqat ka libada pehna kr baat ko badal gya.
Sheeren ki khamoshi uss kay qalaam se bhi agay nikal gyi aur itni agay k farhad ki awaz bhi na pohnch payi uss tak. Woh dono hi ajeeb ai kashmaksh mein mubtla thay. Aj unn k darmyan khamoshi ka woh fasla tha jo kam nahi balkay barh hi raha tha. Shayed shireen agay anay wala waqt ko jaan chuki thi aur usko jo behter laga woh wohi kr rahi thi. Kehte hain na k waqt hi zakhm deta hai aur waqt hi marham. Yeh ishq bhi ajeeb hai. Kabhi ishq bakhud la hasil ho jata tou kabhi "Woh" . Aur farhad bhi uss anay walay waqt ko bhanp raha tha lekin akhri waqt tk larna lazim tha aur hai bhi..............
To be continued..................................................

Yaad

Tum Se Mumkin Ho To Phir Rok Do Saansein Meri,
Dil Jo Dharkay Ga To Phir Yaad To Tum Aao Gey...!

Main aur sirf main

Hum Insan bhi ajeeb hain. Bohot asaan hota kisi ko yeh keh dena ke tum ghalat ho ya kisi doosre k past ko le kr usko yeh keh dena kay tum tou aisay thay tum tou waisay thay. Jab kay hum khud bhool jate hain k hamara bhi koi past hai. Hamari society mein Mard apne ap ko bohot superior samajta hai jab k aurat lakh acha bhi kr le phir bhi uski ak ghalti uski sari achaiyon pe pani daal deti hai. Mei aksar sochta hu k hum mard q sirf mard hone ki waja se apne apko superior samajte hain? Jab k superior tou sirf Allah ki zaat hai. Insan ko uski achaiyon se kam aur uski zahriri khoobsurti ko zada pasand kiya jata hai. Aur agr koi na pasand ho tou uss k sajdon mei bhi log koi na koi aeb nikal hi lete hain. shayed hamari pasand aur na pasand ka standard badal gya hai ya humne khud hi badal liya hai. Agr hum sb apne andar patience aur ak dusre ko bardasht krne ki himmat, aur equality le ayen tou shayed hamare self creative problems kafi hadh tk kam hon jaen.

tushangi

Har shaks Tishnagi mein hai. Kisi ko pyar ki pyas, kisi ko paisay ki kisi ko apne hunar se balatar hone ki. Aur iss tishnagi mei insan kb tk bagta rahay ga. Bhagtay bhagtay kb najanay zindgi ki dor sanson se toot jae aur aur Tishnagi mein insan fana ho jata hai. Tishnagi bhi kabhi na khatam hone wali woh pyas hai jo ishq ka roop le tou insan ko amr kr de apne ashiq k samne aur agr dunyawi aur fani roop mei ho tou insan ko fana kr de apni chahton aur kabhi na khatam honay wali pyas k agay.