Tasawuf

Ak aisi kaifiat jis mein Insan Ishq ki bulandion ki taraf rawan hota hai. Ak aisi taleem jiska ilm maktab se nhi balkay Insan ki khudi hoti hai. Raat k andheron mein Yar k rastay Rabb tak pohnchne ki tarap Insan ko Ashiq, Sufi, Malang bana deti hai. Ishq ak aisi khoobsurat kaifiat ka naam hai jis ki shuruat Ishq e majazi se hoti hai. Nafrat ki inteha na sirf Ishq ko mazboot krti hai balkay ashiq aur mashooq dono ko Inteha e Ishq ki taraf le jati hai. Tb insan Ishq e Haqeeqi ki taraf rajoo krta hai. Tasawuf insan k andar janam leta hai. Kainat ki har makhlook se mohabbat ho jati hai. Aur yar chahay kitna bhi bura q na ho. Ishq e Haqeeqi ki kaifiat yar se Ishq barha deti hai. Uss insan ka shukriya ada krna chaiye jis ki nafrat ne ap k andar tasawuf ko jhinjora, Ishq e Haqeeqi ki manzilein jo k dushwar hoti hain, asan banayi.
Bas Ishq, Ishq aur Ishq.

Insanon ki duniya mein farishtay

Dard hai Kay ruktaa hi nhi. Rooh jaisay chalni ho rahi ho waqt ki bezabtgion se. Jb rooh chalni ho gyi ho tab jismani zakhm ka dard mehsoos hi nhi Hota. Aj pata Chala Kay woh tkleef kaisi Hoti Hogi jb raisham Kay kpray ko kisi jhari pe daal kr Zor se kheencho. Zabt Sath chor raha ho. Maut jaisay ak khoobsurat haseena ki tarah ho jaye Aur dil karay bhag kr uss ki bahon mein Khud ko sonp du. Muje aj samaj aya Kay Ishq hai Kia. Kyu log kehte Ishq bai parwah. Tarap, duur honay ka ehsas, ghungru pehn kr nach Kay yar manana, duniya se bai Khabar hona, yar Kay tasawur ko Rangon mein, alfaz mein utarna , aj Iss zeher ka maza bhi chakh lia. Rooh chalni, jb dard maza bann jaye. Wah mere Rabba! Khud Ishq mein Apne mehboob ko Apne pas Bula Kay mairaj krwa dete ho. Aur yahan Sassi ko thal mein rula dete ho, Ranjhay ko heer Kay peechay rula dete ho. Ishq ko la hasil bana dete ho.
Mana insan hu, perfect nhi tha na hu. Pehle pehl Sb buriyan bhi ignore kr dete hain hum log. Baad mein maaf krne ka bhi rawadar nhi hotay. Insan se mohabbat ki kisi frishtay se nhi. Iss baat ki Kia guarantee Kay ap kisi Aur se mohabbat kro tou woh 100% sahi ho. Aur shadi k baad tou Waisay hi Jo hai bardasht kro. Tou shadi se pehle q nhi maaf krte hum log? Ajab tamasha hai.
Khwaish hai Kay kbhi kisi farishte se mulaqat ho tou puchu uss se Kay Bhai yeh kon log hain? Meri tarah Kay hain ya apki tarah Kay? Rehte tou meri tarah insanon ki duniya mein hain Aur sifaat bhi insani hain Phir yeh konsay farishte dhoondh Rahay hain? Khud imperfect hain lekin dhoondhte prrfect hain. Khud tou maaf krne la honsnsla nhi lekin Rabb se ak second mein maafi expect krte hain. Bhai muje uss duniya mein                         Bhej do jahan meri tarah k log hon. Yeh tou zalim log hain. Kyu Kay me imperfect tha Aur rahu ga.

Please learn to forgive. Relationship chahay koi bhi ho uss mein forgiveness seekhain. Agr nhi kr Skte tou kisi ka hath sirf Apne akele ho janay Kay darr se na pakrain. Gumrah, bhatka hua insan dusre insan ki zime Dari Hota hai. Agr yeh zimedari nhi nibah Skte tou Apne ap ko frishta sift na samjhana. Hum insan hain Aur insanon mein rehta hain frishton mein nhi.

Tanha Akeli

bikhre baal, nam ankhein, udas dil aur khyalat ki duniya ka safar. bikhri hui heer khud ko smait rahi thi. andher kali raaton mei woh tanha akeli zindagi ki bohot se swalon kay jawab talash kr rai thi.zindagi bhi kaisay kaisay imtehan leti hai. kabhi kabhi ak tez lehr ki tarah ati hai rait se banay mehal bikhair deti hai tou kbhi insan ko aik aisi chattan bana deti hai jis ko bari se bari lehrain takrati tou hain lekin wapis chali jati hain. uski nam ankhon mein bohot dard tha jisko woh sb kay samne chupa tou leti thi lekin raat k tanhyi mein ansu baha kay khud se hi dard bantt leti thi. koi tha hi nhi uss k pass. Uss k sab apnay tou bichar chukay thay.

khud se lara hu mai

tanha khara hu mai

tanhayi meri dost, mere halat mere sathi

han inhi kay sath pala bhara hu mai

samaj na paya koi, woh sawal hu mai

utar na paya dil mein , woh saaz hu mai

kehti hai mujse meri awargi

khud se hi bhagawat kr gaya hu mai

na tum chale sath na koi hamnawa

jahan tha wahi khara raha hu mai

kon samjhaye kon rulaye kon sataye

wah Fahd! khud mei hi batta hu mai

Tumhara tassawur, meri awargi

isi ISHQ mei kho gaya hu mai

WORD PRESS FOR BEGINNERS

WHAT IS WORD PRESS?

word press is an open source content management system that allows you to easily build and manage webistes. letme share few details about word press.

• Word press is a CONTENT MANAGEMENT SYSTEM which means that you get a nicely designed admin area for managing all the content on your site either its a post, pages or media.
• It allows plugins to extend the built in fuctionality of word press. Thousands of plugins are available for free and for small price.
• It powers the large portion of the webs. like 25% of all major sites on the internet are powered by word press.
• Because we find lot of themes and plugins are available. wordpress basically word press themes determines what your site looks like. you can find tons of themes and plugins for free and for small price.
• It is an open source project which means all of the codes are free for anyone to use or to contribute. There are lot of talented developers who are contributing regularly to this open source project.
• It comes with regualr secuirty and new release updates through out the year.

HOW CONTENT MANAGEMENT SYSTEM WORKS?

To understand how this CMS works. you need to know how webiste works.

• you start with HTML and CSS site and you launch it live using FTP.
• when you launch the site you need to edit the website. for editing you need FTP software to download the file to your computer edit to HTML or CSS file, save it and re upload it to the website.
• for smaller simple sites this process is fine. but when you add the dynamic content such as BLOG that will have the same content appear in multiple places.
• CMS gives you an interface between your data and the database and youself. CMS usually have very well designed app and areas that let you organize a clean modern website.
• the concept of front end and back end are necessary to understand with CMS. Front end is what your site looks like to visitors. The back end is where you edit and store all your content to  data base. 
• WordPress has an admin area or the back end looks like the same as every site you use. you dont know when you are using word press until you log in to the admin area and you can see the actual word press software that designed to manage the content.
• On the front end word press themes can make your content look just about anyway you want.

HTML: Hyper text markup language

CSS: Stle sheet language used for describing the look and formatting of a document in a mark up laguage.

FTP: File transfer protocol

PHP: Personal homepage+Hypertext preprocessor .

see you guys tomorrow with more information.

Ak lafz Ak haqeeqat

Coffee Lein ge sahib ya chai? Achanak iss Awaz ne muje jhinjor diya. Hath mein qalam aur diary, Tez barish aur alfazon Kay madar mein alfaz hi alfaz. Behta hua pani zindagi ki alamat Hota hai. Aur barasta hua pani rehmat Hoti hai. Hamari zindagi bhi kuch aisi hi hai. Waqt ki farawani zindagi ki Bohot si Talakh haqeeqaton ko Sath lati hai jisko hum insan accept krne ko Tyar nhi hotay. Aur haqeeqat tou Phir haqeeqat hai, larna parta Apne ap se aur Phir jeet haqeeqat ki Hoti hai. Kbhi sirf ak minute Kay liye Sochain Kay maut Jaisi atal haqeeqat ka samna ho gya aur kitne hi adhuray ehsasat aur khwaishain aur kam aisay hon ge Jo hum krna chahte hon ge Lekin haqeeqat mein woh adhuray hi reh Jaen ge.

Hum kitne hi logo ka dil dukhA dete hain, aur Phir uss se maafi bhi mang lete hain. Insan maaf b kr deta hai. Afsanwi duniya ko haqeeqat samaj kr haqeeqat ko nazr andaz kr dete hain. Kitne hi log aisay hon ge jinko hum shayed har roz Iss haqeeqat ka ehsas krwate hon ge. Kuch log jeete ji bhi tou Marr jatay hain na sahib! Kbhi lehje maar jatay hain tou kbhi apnon k rawaiyye. 

Yeh keh kr usne coffee rakhi aur Chala gya. 

Heer aur Farhan1

Heer ko ehsas hua kay usne ghalat kiya. Heer k dil o dimagh mein koi farhan ki jagah le hi nhi paa raha tha. Sb kuch dobara sahi ho gya. Iss dafa heer kay dil mei farhan kay liye mohabbat pehle se bhi ziada ho gyi thi. Sab kuch theekh chal raha tha.
Kuch arsa ghuzra tou farhan ne mehsoos kiya kay heer ke dil mei uss k liye nafrat pal rahi hai jo kay usko bohot disturb kr rahi thi. Farhan ne barha dafa puchna chaha kay akhir aisa kia hai lekin heer khamosh rahi aur farhan se kuch bhi na kaha. Dusri taraf farhan apne dost ko kehta phir raha tha kay usay heer se mohabbat nhi hai woh uss se shadi nhi karay ga. Iski sb se bari waja yeh thi kay woh sb log jo uss kay aur heer ki mohabbat kay khilaf thay aur jalan rakhte thay unka dehan hatya jaye. Woh heer ko in sab se duur rakhna chahta tha kyu k farhan ki ghair mojudgi mei uskay apne dost heer kay dimagh mein farhan kay liye nafrat daal rahay thay. Heer iss sb se anjaan thi. Heer ko tou yeh b nhi pata tha kay woh farhan ki kamzori bann chuki hai jiska log faida utha rahay thay. Heer ne bina kuch sochay samjhe unn sb ki baaton pr yaqeen krna shuru kr dia jinse farhan heer ki khatir lara tha. Heer ka yaqeen aj unhi logon ki waja se khokla ho gya tha. Farhan ka yaqeen kamil kay heer farhan ko samjti hai, ghalat sabit ho chuka tha. Farhan k mazi se har uss baat ko pakar kay heer ko badghuman kiya gya, heer ko har uss gunah ka yaqeen krwaya gya jo farhan ne kiya hi nahi tha. Heer yeh sab kuch samajhte huye bhi anjaan bann rahi thi. Jab kay heer ko har uss shaks se related sach pata tha.
farhan ko sb samaj araha tha lekin heer ko nahi.
farhan ne kia kiya? Agay kia hua? Iss k liye apko kal tak ka intezar krna paray ga. Ak baat dehan mei rakhain kay yeh ak sachi kahani hai.

Heer aur farhan

Heer bohot khush thi. Imran kay sath uski shadi ki baat jo chal rai thi. Ak dafa phir se wohi mohabbat dobara parwan charhi jo pehle farhan k liye parwan charhi thi. Roz baat hoti rahi ak dusre se jaan pehchan barhti rahi. Dusri taraf farhan bhi heer se shadi k liye purjosh tha aur din raat mehnat kr raha tha. Lekin iss baat se bai khabar kay uski mohabbat tou heer ne bant di. 

Heer shayed ak new zindagi start krna chahti thi lekin woh anjaan thi kay woh kis taraf jaa rahi hai. Ak taraf farhan se sachi mohabbat dusri taraf imran se bhi lagao. Lekin farhan ki mohabbat ishq mei badal chuki thi. Phir ak din farhan ko imran aur heer k baray mei pata chal gya. Farhan chahta tou heer ko chor kay bhi jaa skta tha. Lekin uss ne haar nahi mani. Heer ko waqt chaiye tha jo farhan kaam ki waja se de nai paa raha tha lekin woh baikhabar thi kay farhan ki mehnat unn dono k liye thi. Haar manne ka tou sawal hi peda nahi hota tha. Uss k ishq kay agay heer ki yeh harkat bohot choti parr gyi thi. Heer k liye kisi bhi hadh tk jana uss k liye bari baat nai thi. Heer farhan ka junoon thi. Usne heer ko maaf kr dia. Heer ne shayed yeh socha nahi kay uski muskurahat kay peeche dard kitna hai? Lekin heer k ishq k agay uska dard bohot kam tha. 

Farhan ki situation mein jb heer ayi tou kia hua? Yeh phir sunau ga.

Ehsas

Ali ko apni mohabbat kay khonay ka dukh tha aur woh heer kay sath apni feelings share kr raha tha. Usne heer ko batya kay usne apni girlfriend ko kisi aur kay sath dating krte dekha aur woh sambhal nai paa raha tha. Yahan tak kay usne socha khudkushi kr lu. Usko bura bhala kehne laga. Galiyan dene laga. Itne mein heer boli Ali sambhalo apne apko tum q aisa soch rahay ho? Muje bhi tou farhan ne dhoka diya na. But dekho mai bhi tou zinda hu na. Duniya aisi hai waisi hai. Yahan sb dhoka dete hain. 

Ali  aur kiran ne kitni aram se haar maan li thi. Jo rishta itne maan se shuru hota hai, har burayi achi lagti hai, phir achanak aisa kia ho jata hai kay choti se choti ghalti bhi kisi bari pahar jaisi burayi lgne lag jati hai. Kitna asan hota hai kisi ko yeh keh dena k tum ghalat ho. Jab kay ali aur heer ko sochna chaiye tha k unhon ne  insano se mohabbat ki hai na kay kisi khilonay se jis ki koi feelings nahi hoti. Hum aksar logon ko hurt kr jatay hain but pata nai chalta, ehsas nahi hota. Hum yeh tou soch lete hain k woh chala gya lekin ghor nahi krte k akhir aisa kia hogya k woh chala gya. Apne ap per ungli uthana sb se mushkil kaam hota hai. 

Aur jahan ishq aur sachi mohabbat ho. Kuch bhi ho jaye. Janay wala jana bhi chahay tou chahat rakhne walay unko wapis le hi atay hain. Waqt lgta hai, insan hain maan b jatay hain agr koi mananay wala ho tou. 

Live for humanity

Everyday i see lot of posts. Most of them are related to breakups, self destruction, love, care, friendships. People like posts according to their moods and thoughts.some comment funny, some comment weird and very few are near to reality.
I wonder! Thats all we have in our life? Are we limited to these emotions only? And when we shut down facebook and enter real world, its totally different.
We are living in a society where an innocent person is murdered but his/her family cant have justice just because they couldnt pay heavy fee or bribes to get the justice.it doesnt matter if someone's family is being ruined, abondened, destructed or whatever. Before we complaint to life, we must ask ourself a question.for what we should be favoured from life?
Here we complaint about living beings, we stand beside the person to give him/her a hope to move on just because other person decieved or left them for someone else. But we wont stand in real for someone who really needs our support for something real and right. We shout out big words but could not have big actions.
We have these platforms like facebook, twitter and others. But we couldnt spread the word. A little motivation of yours can give other person a hope, confidence to fight, to survive and to move on.
Think about it. This world needs you. Spread respect, love care in a real manner not for entertainment. Just once try to live 5 minutes in a day for others. Feel the pain of victims, put yourself into their shoes and we could become a great nation. #love #respect #unity

25 April

samandar k kinaray khara, ankhein bandh aur tez hawa k jhonkay.Aj ka din bohot ehm din tha Uss k liye. dhalte huye suraj ki akhri kiran lekin umeed tootne nai di usne. Aj jb peeeche murr k dekha tou katay phitay rastay, mazi ki adhuri tasweerain, hansi ki gunj, aur woh tamam haseen lamhaat. bs dil kr raha tha k waqt aisay hi tham jaye aur sirf yeh khushgawar yaadon ka ghaira kabhi na tootay.

Ak tez hawa ka jhonka aya aur sb kuch kirchi kr gya. usne ankh kholi tou khali hath thay. woh hath aj khali thay jin mei kal tak kisi ka hath tha, kisi ki mehak thi.uski khamosh ankhein, uss k chehre pe na tou muskurahat thi aur na hi dukh. woh jaisay duur khari kuch haseen yaadon ko jatay huye dekh raha tha. sb khayl hawa mein bikhar gaye. sb yaadein madham ho gyi,

Chamakti Duniya

Ajeeb hai yeh ishq, mohabbat, dillagi bhi. afsanay hi afsanay hain. kahin nafrat hai tou kahi chupi mohabbat. phele pehl tou aisa hota kay insan ki sb khoobiyan khamiyan achi lagti. attraction ak naye rishte ko janam deti hai khwa woh kisi bhi cheez ki ho ya chehre ki ho ya jism ki ho. aur phir yeh mohabbat ki shakal le leti aur ishq insan mei phalna phoolna shuru ho jata. kitne hi log iss mohabbat mein jaan se hath dho bethay aur kitne hi log aisay hon ge jo har roz apne apko honsla de ke zindgi ki sarak per sirak sirak k chalane ki koshish krte. 

pehle kamiyan bhi achi lgti hain. baad mei wohi khamiyan apki achaiyon se bohot bari ho jati. kabhi kahin insan ko achay buray mein faraq nazar ajta tou kahin zindagi ki masrufiyat usko uljha kay rakh deti. Insan kbhi nahi badalta bs uss ka asl chehra samne ajata jb usko rutba, dolat, aur muqaam mil jata. ya shayed usko apna asal muqam pata chal jata aur usko ehsas ho jata kay woh kuch behter deserve krta hai. ajeeb si kashmaksh hai, ajeeb si dorr hai. kon jeeta kon hara apne apko tasalli wali baat hai. 

rishte chahay jitne bhi sachay hon, wafa k waday jitne bhi pakay hon, ishq k daway jitne bhi buland q na hon , ak waqt sb khohkla ho jata hai. kabhi duniya ki chamakti ronak insan ko andha kr deti hai tou kabhi uss ki apni ana. par waqt insan ko zarur usi muqam pe laa kr khara krta hai takay woh insan bhi dekh sakain k achay aur buray mei farq duniya ki chamak se nahi balkay roohani kirdar se lgaya jata hai. 

Azal se Ashiq

Mera pyar tou bs TU hi hai ab. Mai nahi janta k mera wuzu sahi hai ya nahi, mai nahi janta k muje namaz ati hai ya nahi, qibla ki simt theekh hai ya nahi, bs sajde mei gir jata hu khud ba khud jahan bhi TU nazr ajaye kyu kay mera pyar , ishq, Mohabbat sb TU hi hai ab. Log jo bhi kahain muje fiqr nhi kisi ki, sab rang TERE hi hain, Har jagah bs TU hi hai. Me tou azal se hi ashiq hu bas farq hai tou itna k pehle TERI takhleek se ishq tha aur ab TUJH se hai, kia shia, kia sunni, kia christian, kia yahood, kia hindu ,  iss duniya ki parwa nahi kay kon kia sochta. pehle bhi log na samaj thay aur ab log  muje na smaj smajhein ge. muje lamkaan ka makan mil gya hai, mil tou pehle bhi jata lekin shayed mai hi kisi aur rah pe chala gya. khair dair aye durust aye. Muje tou ankh bandh kr k Harm nazr ajata ab. meri talash e Harm tou TUNAY puri kr di. Mera yaqeen tou aisa yaqeen hai k Harm ko choona chahu tou ankh bandh kr k bhi choo skta.
Mai isko junoon kahu ya maojza? Jb bhi namaz ki nyat kru TU nazr ajaye aur wahi qibla wahi Harm. Iss Ashiq ki ashiqui tou ab shuru hui hai. iss Aag k drya mei doobne ka jo maza woh phoolon mei rehne ka kahan. jo teri khushi Woh meri khushi.

Aaj uss k andar ak ajeeb sa junoon tha. Zindgi ko, rishton ko woh samaj chuka tha.

WAFAON KI HUMSE TAWAQO NAHI HAI

Woh sajde mein tha ansu thay kay rukne ka naam hi nahi le rahay thay. Usko aaj iss baat k ehsas hua k 70 Maaon ka pyar kaisa hota hai. Woh yehi soch raha tha k duniya mei agr kisi ko satao tou dusra insan peechay hatt jata hai, kuch maaf kr dete hain aur kuch ignore kr dete hain. aur jb koi apna agr ghalti karay tou usko saza bhi de dete hain, usko uss k haal pe chor ke, usko ignore ker kay, usko tanha chor jatay hain. Aur woh mazeed daldal mei phansta jata hai, apne aap se jang shuru ho jati hai, aur end mei haar sirf apni hi hoti hai. Ahista Ahista waqt ghuzarne kay sath log uss insan ko bhool jatay hain. yahan tak kay uski achaiyan ya buariyan sb dhundli ho jati hain. kyu k ehmiat nahi reh jati uss insan ki hamari zindgi mein.
Dusri taraf  Qurban jau mai apne Allah kay. sari zindagi sataya phir bhi na igonre krta, na tanha chorta na hi peeche hat ta. balkay ak qadam USS ki taraf barhao tou woh 10 qadam barha k apni rehmaton k samandar ulat deta insan pe. Uska hath tham leta, jitna staya jitni bhi uski baat nahi mani, jitna bhi USKA ghusa ho sab ak toba , mafi pe khatam ho jata aur ehsas hota k muskura k apne bande ko welcome kr raha ho. " wafaon ki humse tawaqo nahi hai, mgr Ak baar azmaa kr tou dekho...................Zamane ko apna bana kr tou dekha, HUMAIN bhi tum apna bana kr tou dekho".
Dil ko mutmain kr deta, sakoon se bhar  deta . ak ehsas dilwata k MAI hu tere sath.Aur yehi ehsas insan ko badal deta aur uski haqeeqi zindagi ka aghaaz ho jata.

Uska dil ak ajeeb si khushi se jhoom raha tha, He was feeling complete.Ak sakoon sa tha uss k andar. Rabb se tou maafi mang li usne aur woh sab logon ko yehi keh raha tha k "Muje iss tarah maaf kr do jaisay tum umeed krte ho k tumhara Rabb tumhe maaf kr de ga".

We all must forgive each other and spread #Love #Respect.

AKHRI SANS

Woh Uss ko maar rahay thay, noch rahay thay. woh uthta tou phir uss pe koi na koi hamla kr deta. Aj woh tan tanha unhi bhairion mein phans gya tha jinhain kabhi usne maar bhagya tha. Uski taqat khatam hoti jaa rahi thi. phir finally usne apni strength ko ikatha kiya aur larna shuru ho gya lekin woh tadad aur taqat mei bohot ziada thay. Uski taqat hi uska sath chor gyi thi tou woh lrta kaisay.

lahoo lahan jungle mei gira hua apni akhri saansein le raha tha kay shayed abh bhi koi bhag ke aye ga aur usko sambhale ga. lekin aisa na hua. Uski ankhon mei ak satisfaction si thi. akhri sans tak woh sirf ak hi taraf dekhta raha k ab woh aye ga aur bacha le ga y sambhal le ga usko. lekin uss kay chehre pe ak muskurahat ayi aur uski akhri sans bhi uska sath chor gyi. Akhri dam tk uski ankhein sirf ak hi rah tak rahi thi aur ab bhi khoon mei latpat, baijan, ghane jungle mei akela para hua jaisay kisi ko keh raha ho kay "me ne koshish tou ki thi".

Ak taraf bhairion ka jashn tha tou ak taraf  bay yaro madadgar ak dost jo kay ghane jungle mei ak darakht k sath taik laga kay baijan para hua tha. Lekin ab koi khof koi darr na tha. Har taraf khamoshi aur sanata tha. Shayed mahol bhi ghamzada tha uski halat pe...............

Kahay ki mohabbat konsi nafrat

Konsi mohabbat kahay ki mohabbat? Sirf chehre pe chehre lgay huye. Konsay daaway kahan k daway? Pehle apne apko azaad tou kr lo apni ana, apni khudgarzi se. Tmasha hai bs. Jo pasand aye tou theekh na aye tou taliyan b na bajao. Hansi ati ab tou duniya k iss bachpane se. Rango ki baat krte ho. Yeh rang tum be rang aur shokeen logo ko kahan nazr ayen ge? Zindgi jee kr ehsan krte ho khud par? Rishton ki baat krte ho?  Pehle apni rooh se tou rishta jor lo. Kahin mohabbat k daway tou kahin nafraton pe mlamat. Kon log ho tum? Apne ap ko dekho pehle andar tk jhank ke uss k baad  jitana kisi pe mohabbat ya kisi ko dena nafrat ke tohfay.

Uski inn baton se uske andar dhalti surkh shaam saaf nazar arai thi. Lekin uska gilla ghalat na tha.

A CRYING SOUL

I was somewhere from planet earth. I used to work in morning and evening both shifts to cover my and my family living expenses. I had so many Christians and Muslims friends where I was living. one morning I woke up got ready and went out to my work. On my way to the work near my home I heard an explosion. I was stunned for a while. It was the worst sound i had ever heard in my life. the whole area was shattered, roofs collapsed in few shops, sign boards were toppled. i started stroking my head again and again but i did not hear anything for five minutes. to resume my hearing i started jumping on one leg and when i started hearing, I heard and saw people screaming, running here and there like a war has struck, all of a sudden it was like whole environment was panic, i saw the human intestines were hanging on power lines, bodies were into pieces on the road, splashes of blood everywhere, the smell of burnt flesh and ammunition was in the air.i felt helpless and my feet were frozen to the ground.
Meanwhile I was watching all this suddenly something hit hard on my back, I turned around and i saw two men were in front of me holding canes in their hands. They started beating me with that steal cane and they were calling loud "terrorist terrorist terrorist, we got the terrorist". I shouted "listen to me" but none of them listened to me and continued beating me like hell, i just covered my face and was lying on the road. my body was covered with blood, my ribs were broken, my every single bone was broken. They never stopped until unless my intestines were out of my stomach. and the moment when my backbone broke, I was free from pain.They just holded me up to screw me more. I had a cough and blood was out from my mouth because my lungs were torn apart. I had a last breath and my soul was free from my body. "I WAS DEAD". I was watching them humiliating my dead body from 3 yards distance. I was a free soul. Out of the blue they hanged my dead body on a pole, light a fire on my body until unless it was burnt into a coal.

People were watching my dead body, some were abusing, some where making videos. It was an entertainment for all of them. I feel like i was unfortunate that day. and all of the people were fortunate enough to not to be in my condition,
My question is to all of you. Have you ever heard that in some country or place animals got killed the same way i was killed?
Is being human is a sin?
Do you think we are civilised enough to value animals not humans?
The people who are behind this they does not have any religion. family or race. Their motives are even more deadly then satan. So please do not fight with each other in the name of religions, caste, or race. Be united to figure out them. You all could be the saviors. Do it for our next generation. Do it for yourselves. I consider myself guilty for being human, guilty for i was the source for my family, guilty for helping others. and i was punished even well..................................GoodBye.

WELCOME TO THE LIFE

Have you ever been in love? Horrible! Isnt it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and screw you up. You build up all these defenses, You build up a whole suit of armour, so that nothing can harm or hurt you. Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life....You give them a piece of you. They didnt ask for it. They did something dumb one day , like kiss you or smile at you. And then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages.It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying all alone in the darkness.
So simple a phrase like "may be we should be just friends" turns into glass splinter into your heart. It do really hurts. Not in your imagination , not just in the mind, its a soul hurt, a real gets inside you and rip you apart.......
After listening all this i just pat him on his shoulder and could only tell him "welcome to the life"

Hota hai, Chalta hai, Duniya hai

Ak aisi feeling kay agr isko sahi tarah feel kr liya jaye tou insan k andar khudbakhud agay barhne ka shoq peda ho jata hai. Koi kuch bhi kr raha ho usko ussi k haal pe chor dena chaiye. Duniya mei 2 tarah k log hotay hain. 1 woh jo agay barh jatay hain aur 1 woh jo kahin ruk jatay hain.
Jo jahan hai usko wahi rehne dein tou agay barhane wala khush nahi aur agr koi kisi ko agay barhane k liye hath agay kro tou rukne wala khush nahi. Yeh human nature hai k jo hamare pas ho humain uski qadar nahi hoti aur hum bhagte hain uss k peechay jis ko hamari qadr nahi. Iss duniya mein hum kisi ko bhi kisi bhi haal mein khush nai kr skte.kahi na kahi kami nikal hi ati hai. So yeh behter hai k apne apko satisfaction honi chaiye k agay jaa kr koi regret nahi hoga. Kyu k har shaks krta wohi hai jo uska apna dil o dimagh krnay ko kehta.
Zindgi se kaisi shikayat? Kaisa shikwa? Lakh larr lo apne apse haar apni hi honi. So its better to smile and move on. Jo apne ap se khush nahi usko.............
Inn sb baaton k baad woh muskuraya aur bola hota hai, chalta hai, duniya hai.

Yeh sirf ghazal ka sher tha

"Yeh Sirf ak sher hai ghazal ka".... keh kr woh muskurayi aur apni muskurahat mein woh saaf keh gyi k tum nahi samjho gey. Yeh sunn kr farhad mann hi mann muskuraya aur uski iss tasali ko hans kay haqeeqat ka libada pehna kr baat ko badal gya.
Sheeren ki khamoshi uss kay qalaam se bhi agay nikal gyi aur itni agay k farhad ki awaz bhi na pohnch payi uss tak. Woh dono hi ajeeb ai kashmaksh mein mubtla thay. Aj unn k darmyan khamoshi ka woh fasla tha jo kam nahi balkay barh hi raha tha. Shayed shireen agay anay wala waqt ko jaan chuki thi aur usko jo behter laga woh wohi kr rahi thi. Kehte hain na k waqt hi zakhm deta hai aur waqt hi marham. Yeh ishq bhi ajeeb hai. Kabhi ishq bakhud la hasil ho jata tou kabhi "Woh" . Aur farhad bhi uss anay walay waqt ko bhanp raha tha lekin akhri waqt tk larna lazim tha aur hai bhi..............
To be continued..................................................

Yaad

Tum Se Mumkin Ho To Phir Rok Do Saansein Meri,
Dil Jo Dharkay Ga To Phir Yaad To Tum Aao Gey...!

Main aur sirf main

Hum Insan bhi ajeeb hain. Bohot asaan hota kisi ko yeh keh dena ke tum ghalat ho ya kisi doosre k past ko le kr usko yeh keh dena kay tum tou aisay thay tum tou waisay thay. Jab kay hum khud bhool jate hain k hamara bhi koi past hai. Hamari society mein Mard apne ap ko bohot superior samajta hai jab k aurat lakh acha bhi kr le phir bhi uski ak ghalti uski sari achaiyon pe pani daal deti hai. Mei aksar sochta hu k hum mard q sirf mard hone ki waja se apne apko superior samajte hain? Jab k superior tou sirf Allah ki zaat hai. Insan ko uski achaiyon se kam aur uski zahriri khoobsurti ko zada pasand kiya jata hai. Aur agr koi na pasand ho tou uss k sajdon mei bhi log koi na koi aeb nikal hi lete hain. shayed hamari pasand aur na pasand ka standard badal gya hai ya humne khud hi badal liya hai. Agr hum sb apne andar patience aur ak dusre ko bardasht krne ki himmat, aur equality le ayen tou shayed hamare self creative problems kafi hadh tk kam hon jaen.

tushangi

Har shaks Tishnagi mein hai. Kisi ko pyar ki pyas, kisi ko paisay ki kisi ko apne hunar se balatar hone ki. Aur iss tishnagi mei insan kb tk bagta rahay ga. Bhagtay bhagtay kb najanay zindgi ki dor sanson se toot jae aur aur Tishnagi mein insan fana ho jata hai. Tishnagi bhi kabhi na khatam hone wali woh pyas hai jo ishq ka roop le tou insan ko amr kr de apne ashiq k samne aur agr dunyawi aur fani roop mei ho tou insan ko fana kr de apni chahton aur kabhi na khatam honay wali pyas k agay.